Beyond Vengeance: What Holocaust Survivors Actually Felt About Their Captors

In the spring of 1945, as Allied forces pushed through Germany, the world began to grasp the scale of the Holocaust. Six million Jews had been murdered. The survivors who emerged from the camps were skeletal, grieving, and stripped of everything except, sometimes, a burning desire for revenge. But in the decades that followed, a more complex picture emerged. Studies of survivor testimonies reveal that while revenge fantasies were common, actual acts of vengeance were rare. The feelings survivors held toward their captors ranged from hatred to indifference, and sometimes even to a strange form of pity. This article explores the psychology of revenge among Holocaust survivors, drawing on clinical research and archival testimonies to understand why most chose testimony over retaliation.

The Rage That Rarely Became Action

In 1945, Abba Kovner, a Jewish resistance leader, formed a group called Nakam Hebrew for “revenge.” Their plan was audacious: to poison the water supplies of German cities and kill millions. In one operation, they coated bread with arsenic and slipped it to 2,200 former SS prisoners at a camp near Nuremberg. The prisoners fell ill, but none died. The plot was a failure, and Nakam disbanded within a year.

Kovner’s group was an exception. Most survivors did not act on their fury. Psychologist William Niederland, who coined the term “survivor syndrome” in the 1960s, documented that many survivors experienced intense revenge fantasies but consciously rejected them. These fantasies served a psychological purpose: they restored a sense of agency in people who had been utterly powerless. But acting on them was another matter it required resources, organization, and a willingness to risk moral condemnation.

The Mind of the Survivor

Survivor syndrome included depression, anxiety, guilt, and emotional numbing. Among these symptoms, guilt was particularly corrosive. Many survivors felt guilty for living when family members had died. Revenge, in this context, seemed futile—it could not bring back the dead. Some even viewed revenge as a betrayal of the murdered, a descent into the same brutality that had destroyed them.

Clinical studies by Henry Krystal and others found that survivors often described their captors as “not human.” This perception had a paradoxical effect: if the SS guards were monsters, then revenge was meaningless—you cannot punish a creature that lacks moral agency. This detachment, while a defense mechanism, also drained the emotional energy needed for sustained vengeance.

A Spectrum of Feelings

Testimonies from the USC Shoah Foundation and Yad Vashem reveal a wide range of emotions. Some survivors expressed undying hatred, hoping their captors would suffer in hell. Others felt indifference, too exhausted to care. A few, particularly religious survivors, spoke of forgiveness—though they were a minority. Most fell somewhere in between, neither forgiving nor pursuing revenge.

One striking pattern is that survivors often felt more anger toward Jewish kapos—fellow prisoners who collaborated with the Nazis—than toward the German guards. The kapos were seen as traitors, and the betrayal cut deeper. This nuance is often lost in broad narratives of victim and perpetrator.

Why Justice Replaced Revenge

The Nuremberg Trials (1945–46) and subsequent prosecutions offered a structured alternative to vigilante violence. For many survivors, testifying was a form of revenge—a way to ensure their captors faced consequences without resorting to murder. Philosopher Martha Minow has argued that trials served as a “civilized” substitute for vengeance, allowing anger to be channeled into a legal process.

The Eichmann trial in 1961 was a watershed. For the first time, survivors took the stand in large numbers to tell their stories publicly. This was not just legal justice; it was catharsis. The trial shifted the narrative from statistics to individual voices, and it gave survivors a platform to confront their tormentors—albeit from a safe distance.

The Long Arc of Time

Many survivors reported that their rage diminished over the decades. The demands of rebuilding—new families, new countries, new careers—took precedence. And as time passed, the commitment to memory became a more enduring response than revenge. As Primo Levi wrote in The Drowned and the Saved, revenge would have reduced survivors to the moral level of their captors. Instead, they chose to bear witness.

The generation of survivors is now passing away—only about 245,000 were alive in 2020, according to the Claims Conference. What they leave behind is not a legacy of vengeance, but a testament to the complexity of human emotion in the face of unimaginable evil.

The story of Holocaust survivors is not one of revenge fulfilled, but of revenge transformed. The rare acts of violence—like Nakam’s failed poisoning—were overshadowed by a far more powerful response: the decision to testify, to rebuild, and to remember. In the end, the psychological evidence and the archival testimonies align: most survivors chose to turn their rage into a legacy of justice, not a cycle of violence.

Summary

  • Revenge fantasies were common among Holocaust survivors, but actual acts of revenge were rare and largely symbolic.
  • The Nakam group’s 1946 bread-poisoning plot sickened 2,200 former SS prisoners but killed no one, illustrating the limits of organized vengeance.
  • Survivor syndrome—including guilt and emotional numbing—often made revenge seem futile or morally unacceptable.
  • Survivors frequently felt more anger toward Jewish kapos (collaborators) than toward German guards.
  • Legal trials, especially the Eichmann trial, provided a socially sanctioned outlet for anger, shifting focus from revenge to testimony.

FAQ

Q: Did any Holocaust survivors actually attempt revenge?
A: Yes, but on a very small scale. The Nakam group, led by Abba Kovner, poisoned bread given to former SS prisoners in 1946, sickening about 2,200 but causing no deaths. Most other attempts were individual and symbolic, such as identifying captors to authorities.

Q: Why did most survivors not pursue revenge?
A: Psychological factors—such as survivor guilt and emotional numbing—made revenge seem pointless. Additionally, many felt that killing their captors would make them morally equivalent to the Nazis. The priority for most was rebuilding their lives, not vengeance.

Q: How did survivors feel about Jewish kapos?
A: Often with more intense anger than toward German guards, because kapos were seen as traitors to their own people. This nuance is documented in many testimonies and is a less-discussed aspect of survivor psychology.

Q: Did any survivors forgive their captors?
A: A minority did, often for religious reasons, but most neither forgave nor sought revenge. The majority remained in a state of unresolved grief and anger, channeled into memory and testimony.

Q: How did the Eichmann trial affect survivors’ feelings?
A: It provided a public platform for survivors to testify, which many found cathartic. It allowed them to confront their tormentors legally, serving as a form of justice that replaced personal vengeance.

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